Date Fifteen...Oh Yes, I'm the Great Overthinker..Ooh Ooh

I had an absolutely stellar birthday... not a 'freaking' one but nevertheless a wonderful birthday. From spas to sushi to surprise parties, I have some pretty great friends who are committed to seeing that I don't go completely mad and who remind me that i'm perpetually loved. Trust me, I love you guys from the depths of my foot bottom..

While my birthday might have fell short on the 'freaking'.. it did however start with a new crush. I've mentioned before how much I hate crushing. I'm an over analyzer  I think of things from the weirdest angles and directions.. I put things together that perhaps don't fit, I'm constantly ruined by moments of 'what ifs', 'i wonder' or 'suppose'. My imagination goes in overdrive, quicker than Lewis Hamilton or Sebastian Vettel on an F1 track...it stays speeding till I've figured out how the chess pieces fall into play..

In the 'big game', there are only reviews and replays. Everything is in retrospect and in 20/20 hindsight. Guess it wouldn't be any fun if we saw all the plays in advance...I guess that makes me a bad sportswoman for scheming on how I can press the fast forward. Where is Ms Cleo when you need her fake behind to give you some kinda clairvoyance?


Buckled up and saddled in for a ride...